The Divine Raspberry Mocha Frap

I was sitting here and all of a sudden I thought to myself, "Wow! A Tall Light Raspberry Mocha Frap with whipped cream would be wonderful right now." It's been about two weeks since my last cup and I feel that I deserve one.

I usually get the Tall (that's code for 'small' for those who don't speak Starbucks) for a couple of reasons. The first reason is because I still think it's crazy to pay upwards of $3 for a cup of pre-mixed coffee, but I do it anyway; I just feel better that I'm spending the least amount possible for something I like. The second reason is because I don't feel so bad sucking in all of those wanted calories. They're two very simple reasons, but I'm sure most of you can relate.

I used to only get the Regular Mocha Frap, but since my taste buds discovered the Divine Raspberry Mocha Frap, I switch between the two. Today I'm craving the cold and creamy flavor of the mocha with just enough raspberry tang to top it off. My favorite part of the whole experience is the way the barista presents it to me. Ooh ooh ooh! As he or she slides that clear dome shaped container with that famous green straw across the pick-up counter as they call out the ingredients, I just go crazy inside. Then I see the fluffy whipped cream delicately drizzled with the raspberry sauce and I can't wait any longer. I try not to get too out of control and I usually make it out the door before taking my first sip, but sometimes I don't make it. Sometimes I have to take a drink before I dash out the door.

I'm not sure if writing about this craving is helping or making matters worse. I want one even more than ever. What to do? I'm not in a place where I can just run out real fast to get one. I have no choice but to wait! Maybe for lunch I can get away and treat myself.